I had the weirdest dream last night.

I dreamt I was with Andy and he was saying I don't know anything about his life and I said yes I do, and I know your friends from the home ed group, they've even given me money to pass onto you (this is true in real life).

Then DD2 started screaming and ran into this bathroom crying and Andy followed her and I ran after him, saying 'leave her alone.'

Then Andy came out of the bathroom with this donkey and on the donkey was a baby which was actually DD1 when she was about 9 months old.

Then I was shown the date 24 November 2005, written down.

Then DD4 woke me up so I have no idea what happened next.

I have only dreamt of DD2 twice in the last 18 months - I don't dream of her as a rule and the last and only time I did was just before her therapist told me she was having counselling, so now I am worried that something is up with her and I'm going to ask Andy about it when he comes here on Saturday.

A donkey is usually a sexual symbol ('hung like a donkey') so I'm dreading that as it means he'll try and get fresh again, but maybe because it's nearly Christmas, it relates to birth? (Mary was carried on a Donkey when pregnant with Jesus).

DD1 was 9 months old on her first Christmas, so maybe this is just an actual memory of that or maybe it means the conception of my donor baby has occured in the infertile woman and maybe this baby will look like DD1? Dunno, really.

Don't know what will happen on the 24th - that's only a few days away. I'll have to wait and see.

Jo.