Jo,

Throughout the last 10 yrs, I go through periods where I have a similiar set of dreams.

I have a a dream that I am having sex with a blonde named Maria. (I was good friends with a Maria and dated her a few times, never slept with her and have not seen her in twenty yrs)
In the dream my wife has cheated on me and we are either seperated or D. I meet Maria in the dreams, we are usually out doing something together, then we end up at either her place or mine. In almost every dream we ML or are about to go all the way, then somehow my XW contacts me. I am still in love with her so, I hide evidence and act like nothing is going on with Maria.

When W and I were married I had the same dream several times. For a few days after the dreams I would feel guilty, they seemed so real and at times I would have to tell myself this could not have happened I haven't seen her in twenty yrs.

I have never cheated on my XW so it can't be that I feel guilty from actually having a PA.

Jo, I know your busy, but someday let me know what you think is going on. I have never told anyone about these dreams, but since you have knowledge of dreams and their meanings I decided to see what you think.

Jdd


emotional rollercoaster