I had a dream the other night. It was "interesting" though I don't know if I want an interpretation of it!
I was in a park with a friend (don't know who it was) and along comes OW1 (who used to be my good friend, in reality). OW1 starts talking to this friend, and I am kind of just hanging around, not joining in the convo, looking away. Then friend says, OW1 has invited us to her house, do you want to go? So I sort of fall in with their plan (God knows why!) and we go to her quite large flat. It is supposedly council (state provided) housing, her H is still there. (In reality, she left her H just around the same time as my H dropped the bomb on me, and she had a smallish flat). It is pretty messy, rather like hers used to be.
OW1 makes us all a drink of some sort - coffee? - and on top she sprinkles a good amount of clippings of her hair! (OW1 has very distinctive, very curly hair) I am lookng down into my cup at this hair topping, and feeling revulsion, both because she thinks I would want to drink something with her hair in it, and also because seeing that kind of hair makes me feel icky. (In real life, when I see someone with similar hair, I still feel a passing anxiety...)
At some point, my H is also in the flat, obviously very at home there, because he goes to the fridge and helps himself to stuff and whatnot. I feel it is time to go and take my leave...
Livnlearn
PS I would be interested to see what you make of this dream. Funnily enough, typing it out I can clearly see some of the significance!
"The unexamined life is not worth living" - Socrates
