This is awesome - what you are doing. I bought a dream book (only read two chapters) and began a dream journal about six months ago, in the hopes of sorting out my feelings toward EX and our R or non R, is more like it, but I didn't follow through. Maybe I will start again.
I did have one dream just after the BOMB that I still remember vividly. I didn't understand then but after reading DR I did. Basically it was a foreshadowing of the roller coaster ride I would be on during the years my now EX was full into alien behavior.
But I'd like to ask you about the ending of the dream. And that is that after the fast and scary roller coaster ride I was ejected to a beach-like path. I was standing up and just gliding across the sand until I came to a stop and could walk away. I think my arms were up in the air.
I've always figured that it meant that I would be OK after all this drama and trauma, be strong and renewed but that I would be alone, as now-EX was not in the picture at all.
What do you think? Am I way off base? or close? I wanted it to be different (didn't we all?) I always pictured that the EX and I would be walking along in the woods together, holding hands, happy in our new R, but I don't remember ever dreaming that during sleep. I did have daydreams of that, kind of like a mental picture to help me stay the course.
