Re Lil
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The hardest thing will be for you to get along without me here loving you more than anyone else in the world."


Good Lil and powerfull too. I almost said something like she could have her condo and her pets that she dotesd oves so much and not have to put up with my precieved "controling" behavior. What would be better? A condo with no maintenance and all the cats and dogs she wants 24/7, but I know that was too sarcastic.

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then give her a quick pat or kiss or whatever works to show the remark was not meant unkindly or as a bid for anything


When BB did rub my back, I wanted to let her know it felt good. I did not say anything, just put my bare foot on hers and strocked her foot with mine a couple of times.

In the past I would have did her back and say how much I liked mine being done. I am seeing that I did not hold out for enough for me to feel like things were more fair and were more like a two way street.

We slept in the same bed last night because I gave my bed to company. I was thinking of going back to my room tonight, not to be mean spirited, but to continue on my semi independent mental state, "I am OK with just me."

I will see how things go this afternoon.

Lou