I definitely hate all the feelings of rejection I have when she is home, but I feel really lonely for her when she is gone I used to be this way too. Was kind of forced out of that way of thinking when he left, obviously, but it still sticks with me. I'm much more confident, less lonely, when he is away now. That part is good. But, I sometimes feel too detached, you know what I mean? It's hard to find a happy medium between too enmeshed and too detached. That's where I am struggling now. That fact of the matter is, I feel like would rather open up to you than have to deal with all of these feelings with my H. What is wrong with this picture? Sincerely, thanks for being there..here..wherever
