I DB'ed and haven't even really meant to be DB'ing. I've been out of the house 4 weeks today. I totally have a life, I have been having so much fun, meeting new people. AAI has truly become how I am! I have gotten a new mechanic, been making plans for new apt., etc.
H started sending me emails saying that he wanted to work out the separation agreement last week. So, we finally agreed on a time to get together this morning. I went over there and he brought up RECONCILING. I didn't have a lot of time to get into a serious talk, so we decided to get together tonight. He says he has done some reflecting, but I am still under the impression that he thinks that I am the one that needs to change. ??? I don't know what to do. I do NOT want to jump back into this M. I have been so happy, and I'm not sure how to combine my happy self with my married self. He says he wants to be over the past. I honestly am not sure if I really feel like I am "in love" with him anymore and I don't know if I want this. It all depends on what he has to say I suppose. I'm thinking that he probably has not changed his mind about wanted to go to therapy.
