H & I have been chit chatting here and there. Friday night I init. ML and he rocked my world. I complimented him a lot. He seemed kind of tense though or maybe it was me feeling that way. He then fixed the part on my truck and I told him I was going to my friend's house and maybe out. He only went out to din by himself. Saturday I told him I was going to din w/another friend and he said he was staying home. I came home Sat. night, he was still up tinkering with his rc car. I wanted to hug him so bad and tell him that I love him and want to be with him, but I refrained. We slept in the same bed Thursday night I think. All the other nights I went to my own bed.
Usually he comes into my room after I go to bed and maybe sits down & we snuggle. Last night he came in and I asked him to sit, but he stood for a few mins. I asked him again and he did. I hugged him for a little while and he then went to his room. **sigh** I wish he would ask me to go to our room with him. I don't know what he wants! Well, I'm pretty sure he wants to be with me, but I know he is scared. So, I'm patiently waiting...
