H is too confusing for words

[kaydeekay]

KDU: I think you are doing great so far. I ask myself the same questions...am I being too trusting, is it a waste of time. I think if we didn't ask ourselves these questions then we would be going into this blind. We have been through hell and back and have learned a lot about ourselves and our H's.

As I have told my H, this is the very last time I will go through this, and he knows that.

I think I just have to keep taking each day as it comes. It has been going O.K. and he seems to be honest, I guess patience on my part and understanding and that's what I am trying to do without losing my boundaries either.

The same goes in my sitch. I am so very cautious this time around. I'm not so much in the pursuit role right now, I let him come to me. However, I know there will come a time when I need to show H more affection (this was lacking during our M), but I'm kinda scared to right now.

Keep up the good work!!