Please take this slow! You are doing really well and I don't want to see you let down again. You seem to have the right mindset and that is a good start. Just remember this will take time and it won't be a straight line. There will be ups and downs. But you will know if H is really working at it. So keep looking for overall actions. Good luck and I'm thinking of you!
WCB
God grant me the serenity,
to accept the things I cannot change,
To change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference.
- Reinhold Niebuhr