KDU... You really have your head together right now and are doing a great job at being objective and detached and realizing that no matter what goes down, you are going to be OK. I am so very very proud of you!!! I am sure there will be more ups and downs, but I see with you they are getting less and you are definitely building up strength and character. I am so happy to see how far you have come through this. You can hold your head high.