My gorgeous gorgeous friends thank you so much, I really appreciate your words and it was so nice to look on my thread this morning and see so many people thinking of me and I know that you all do know how I feel, it was a very nice feeling so thankyou each and every one of you.
BB you are a beautiful person and don't let your sitch allow you to think anything else. Everytime I go down you are there with wonderful words and somehow you manage to bring a smile to my face every time so "God Love You". I tell you what if I win the Lottery here I will pay for your ticket so fingers crossed for both of us.
H rang last night and said he really wants to talk to me and that he is so confused.(Poor thing - Ha)I said I wasn't going to waste my time and he said he would call into my work today and speak to me.
I don't know what game he is playing at but I really do not want to play. I will hear what he has to say but I am not going to argue and I will probably send him away and say something like, don't bother coming back to me until it is 100% in your heart to do so, I don't want any more games, I am just going to get on with my life as this is your problem and not mine....Or something like that.....
You are all correct I was doing a good job of detaching and I will continue to do it again but ya know each time he does this it really feels like a bit of my love crumbles away, so I guess eventually he will break every bit of it and there will be nothing left, I guess when that day comes I will have truly moved on, we will see.
I will update later after he has been here and let you all know what was so important that he had to speak to me in person. (I wonder if OW is hanging around again as this behaviour is so like when he was seeing her)...Oh well till later.....KDU
