Read the ML post and decided whatever happens - happens. I do believe I initiate the ML because it is a special bond that I enjoy with my H and now WAS. Unfortunately, afterwards it is uncomfortable. H says something like "OK lets put on our clothes." Not very loving.
But it is what it is. And I got to face that.
My choice. I know.
I've read your recent post and I'm so happy for you. I know you're suppose to go slow, & no expectations but how do you not scream with joy and jump up and down!! Just do it! You deserve it, I know it'll feel great!
