don't worry it will all probably turn to $hit in the next few days like it always does but hopefully I am a bit stronger this time
Gosh.....we have been on these roller-coasters soooooo often that we are really expecting the downs..... I am also having the same feeling....like now, H tells me he wants to make things right, and I am like waiting.."mmmm....will he say something else like I am leaving you" or that I am waiting for his mood to be bad again. I think we've been hurt sooo much that we are always expecting the bad stuff to follow. I guessed it is kind of a "protection system" for us. Because when the bad happens, we will not feel so bad because we've already expected it to come anyway...
But hopefully the BAD doesn't come in your case...
