O.K. so he has rung back and still wants me to go for a drink when he finishes work. I started off by saying that I didn't think that was a good idea and he asked why not and I said b/c it will probably come back to bite me in the butt in a couple of weeks b/c you will say you felt pressured to ask me. He said why would I say that and I said b/c you told me about you seeing exOW last night and then asked me out so I thought it was b/c you were feeling guilty.
He said it was nothing like that and that he understood why I would say that considering everything in the past but that he would just like us to go out for a drink. I said I find him very confusing at the moment and he said that is b/c I am. He also said he is starting to work alot more out in his head now that he has been on his own for awhile. I ended up saying look if you want to keep talking about this we can do it tonight. He said so you will come and I said I guess so.
So whether we talk or just go for a drink we will see but I am not expecting anything I will just take it as it comes and try and be happy and outgoing and as though I dont have any thoughts in my head.
BB does this count as a date.....no I didn't think so.(sigh). Will give you all an update tomorrow and don't worry it will all probably turn to $hit in the next few days like it always does but hopefully I am a bit stronger this time.....KDU
