I will focus on making those changes for myself and S6. It is really nice to be out of my dump and back home.
XW left me the dishware from our M, but I decided to pack it up for attic storage and I got a brightly colored replacement set.
Last night, when I got home, I walked into an empty house that was to stay empty. No W or child to come home later. But I turned on MNF, had 1 corona, read, talked to my parents, and went to bed. This am was okay - it's getting better.
No S6 today. XW called and offered to drive S6 to school, and I took him up and back yesterday. I said thank-you and noted that I appreciated it.