I wish I could hug you for real. I know the day Andy moved out was the worst of my life.
It will get better, I promise you. You could fill the house with your own stuff and soon it will feel like yours.
My house isn't the marital home, but I decorated it all over just how I wanted it and I love it now, even though I hated moving here. I love it, it's just a little bit too small, but it's so full of colour, it's just so *me*.
Maybe you could do something like that?
Gabe, we all care about you. Keep your spirits up.