"I fear you are right about her motive (to have the new baby). But so what now? You are also right that you have to let that go or the resentment will continue to grow."
Well, the problem is that the week that she conceived S<1 is my only memory of her wanting sex from me and directly asking me for it. I'd like to hold onto that memory as her hormones were finally in order and she allowed herself to do something that has always been inside her, and THUS CAN COME OUT AGAIN. If instead, it was just a ploy to get another baby, I am left with this giant uncertainty as to whether or not she will ever have the desire for sex.
"Just a joke!! If I don't laugh I'll cry" I'm the same way, sometimes making fun or making light of bad situations is a quick outlet to keep you from going mad.
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"
