"See how that works?" Sort of, it will take a little processing (maybe that time on the bench that BF mentions). It is a hard way to go, doing something that you know in the long run is good when there are no benefits now. As you have stated, it will probably be a long time before I see any "payoff" in the R from making myself better, because that is a slow process and then she actually has to respond to it. Kinda like photons taking hundreds of thousands of years to escape the interior of the Sun. Lots of backwards steps along the way.
Well I've made some steps in personal improvement. I'll let you know how it turns out as it plays out. Thanks for the advice.
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"
