It is also like a dagger just strikes my heart and I start to feel sick to my stomach. I would rather be in intense physical pain than be alone. Maybe I have some sort of OCD about companionship. Is that making any sense
Its not OCD, but it is controlling you. How about working on this in small chunks. I dont know your campus, but just go out to a bench and sit there by yourself for awhile. Or go to the cafeteria by yourself, sit by yourself, and just watch people go by. while you think things over. comtemplate, ruminate, meditate. whatever. I dont mean hide in a book or a laptop, paperwork. Just sit there, with nothing visible to do.
HP
Quote: I had to drag him kicking and screaming through this process in the beginning
This takes a lot of confidance, not to mention
determination.
Quote: your W doesn't want to do this doesn't mean that she won't come to love the idea.
She wants to, just doesnt know if it is possible and isnt sufficiently attracted to want to do more then wait for him to 'fix' things. I repeat Globule she wants to, she wants it to be good. Believe this, act like this and she will believe it too.
we keep slogging through life because when it's all said and done, he's the one I've pledged my life to, and I want that life to be a good one.
Sigh Ive fallen in love again. Sorry Mrs. Nop Im movin on to HP. LOL. seriously, I like warrior chicks because they are like me, but there is never any chemistry for me when dating. Maybe I should 'change' that. Hmm 2 confidant aggressive take charge, drag the other party types in close quarters. No guess I shouldnt change that.
