"I almost majored in anthropology" What stopped you? The thought of spending long days toiling in hot deserts looking for a few shards of pottery?
"Don't put all of your hopes into the C sessions." I guess I am mainly hoping that they can break the ice a bit. When it is just the W and I, too many other things seem to get in the way to make that first step. After our first C session, we did have some decent talks about the issues she brought up afterwards.
"Your W really needs to show you some small gesture and SOON. Screw waiting a year! You'll go batty by then. Make sure you bring that up to the C." I will, and wish me luck. I just hope the C sees that I am nearing the end of a rope. I'm not sure which rope. I don't think it is THE rope, but it is something.
"I have told H this and he likes the new me better anyways. Your W needs to embrace the new you as well. Hopefully she will come to her senses and not make things worse than they already are" I was hoping that W would like the new me better, and she does like parts. The part of me that helps out a LOT more around the house than I used to and the part of me that has kicked a lot of the silly fears I used to have. But I know she is still very uncomfortable about the much more outgoing sexual nature that I have. That much I can glean from her reactions. I guess I can understand that response, I just hope it doesn't last forever.
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"