Thanks. I'm glad to hear someone understands the fustration. Its hard on the kids as well. I know that for a good 2-3 days, my d2 will be very hard to handle. I try talking to her in her language, and H explains the best he can that daddy has to work in his truck, but she still has a hard time. She wakes up at night crying, and usually ends up in bed with me, she won't listen to what I say, and the tantrums.... oh my god. But after the few days, I have my sweet little girl back. And for me. After just having another baby, I get use to shared feedings, then all of a sudden I'm alone to do it all, and I have a hard time sleeping while he sleeps, so I'm extra tired. But as well after a few days of getting on with my schedule, I feel better. AND THEN, H comes home and we start all over again. , But at least he is coming home, so I don't mind for the most part

I saved my marriage and so can you....Its all about positive thinking...