Thanks Steve, that means the world to me. I am proud of winning the right life for us. I'm just upset that people can't see it and leave it alone. I knew it was hard getting our life back on track, but I didn't think it was going to be this hard dealing with the whispers. I thought that when Josh came home, and we got our life back on track that the hardest part was learning to trust him again. But thats not the case at all. The hardest part is dealing with everyone else, and the way they make me feel. They make me out to be a loser for taking him back. It hurts.
My H always said that we are the first to be married, have kids, and to seperate. But we've made it, and are going to make it. While the others are still sitting back struggling with the whole, I'm not sure if I want to be with you stage. He says they have yet to see the world with their eyes open. He's betting that 90% of our friends don't make it, just because of the neg. attitude towards one another.
We live in a sad world.
By the way, Calgary is getting snow today. Can you believe it. We had such a crapy summer, and skipped fall, right into winter.
I know my head needs to be held higher than it is, and slowly I will get through this too.
There needs to be another section on this BB.... Dealing with the friends and family....
I saved my marriage and so can you....Its all about positive thinking...
