Great suggestions Preacher! I tried some of them too and of course they worked! I think H is really surprised at the "naughty talk" I have been doing...but its fun! I used to be so timid and shy, but not anymore! Why not have fun!
So, Happy 2006! Wow, what an interesting weekend for me. I was so anxious about the whole thing. Friday night, when I saw OW face to face for first time...I just wanted to punch her in face! LOL! But I didnt...H wasnt around at the time, so was a little easier.
Later, OW's brother's wife, asked me if I wanted to go hang out with them since the guys were playing poker. OW was with her, but I sucked it up and said, "sure". OW, tried to make small talk with me, but I didnt really feel like it. I honestly think that she was worried about what sort of problems I could cause for her, considering only H and I knew of the affair. (OH and her mom too, whom of which kept looking at me all funny the whole nite). OH well...so anyways, when I was up with the girls, H texted me "I know it was hard but thanks for going and hanging with them". So yea..I was the bigger person and H really appreciated it. Right then I knew..we were going to be ok. I dont know why, but I did..and it felt good. The next day H spent lot of time with his buddy, which was little hard for me, but when he was with me, he was so sweet and attentive so I just took that and appreciated it.
The wedding was really small, probably only about 50 people there. I did catch H looking at OW a couple times, but it never did affect how he treated me, so I knew that in his heart, he was truly with me. I looked better than OW anyways! HEE HEE! I even "innocently flirted" with her H...hee hee..that was fun! Also, the guys in the wedding party all flirted with me, but no one paid much attention to OW. I had a great time, first because I LOVE to dance and second, because I felt it was gonna be a great start to 2006! H even danced with me few times, and he doesnt really dance that much!
So I guess you could say it was sort of a closure thing for both of us. We are now ready to leave the past in the past and move on with our lives. Here's to 2006!!
