Hey all! Sorry I have been gone for a while. H ended up finding my posts and read them, due to my sneakiness about the wedding and all. He was very upset with me...and I totally understood this. We had a very good talk about it and about a lot of things. I think we are heading in a very good place right now. And honestly, I think I need to start going to my H with things instead of coming here. It doesnt solve anything when I come here to vent and then feel better and then just let it go without talking to my H about it. I told him that too....I said that we both need to start coming to each other if there is someting we want to talk about or know. This secretness or snooping is definately not a good way to do things.
In our talk, I told him that I forgive him for everything, I love him and that I am happy. I think he was worried about all of those things. He seems much more at ease than he was before and hopefully we can start to move forward together now!
