Today I will take it easy. I will accept that I've made mistakes in the past. I will also accept that I did the best I could.
Maybe I wish I had made different decisions or handled things differently. But wishes don't change the past. I can only begin making changes today. I will accept myself, knowing that I did my best. I did what I thought I had to do.
I am, and have always been, worthy of being loved the way I want to be loved.
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Not much to add lately. Things are going so well with H and I! We went bowling with some friends on Sat nite and had a great time. The couple we went out with is someone who I met on DB, so its really nice to see how far our lives have come since we met last August! Her and her H doing really well too! Sunday we went to Broncos football game and had such a good time! We laughed, joked, talked..its so nice!
Yesterday, H was in a "mood". I know it had nothing to do with me, so I just let it blow by, but as hard as it is, it still makes me wonder, "did he talk to OW? is this some type of anniversary for them that he is remembering? etc.." I know its not, but still, its a habit and I hope someday, it will go away!
