Why I let the "little" things bother me, I just dont know. But I do....things are great!! Getting better every day!! But, last nite, when we were in bed, H turned to go to sleep and I said, "can I get a kiss goodnite and on the lips, cause your face is scruffy." He said, "no its not" and that was it. WHATEVER!!! What the hell!! It would have taken him 2 seconds to lift up his face so I could kiss him on the lips!! WHY WHY WHY!! I know..take my own advice, be patient, it will come in time...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I just dont understand what the big deal is with him???? Its not like I am aksing him to make out or asking him to kiss me in front of people..we are in bed, going to sleep!!! Oh well, guess I wont try that for a while again...i just get upset...not worth it!
Its not like I am aksing him to make out or asking him to kiss me in front of people..we are in bed, going to sleep!!! 
