Okay, well on that note then, look at it this way. I know you don't want OW in your life in anyway but maybe there is a positive spin to it. He's not going without you. If there was anything to worry about or if he was having second thoughts about your R, he wouldn't want you there. But he does. This is your chance to show him you can put the past behind you and be the wonderful you that you are.
(Not sure if that helps any, but i'm trying. And yes, if it were me, I would think it sucks too!)
