Hello Everyone.....Its been awhile. Things are going pretty good. I can say that this DB stuff really works...and for people like me that couldnt give their all to it in the beginning....Wow! What a turnaround.
I finally gave up. I started doing my own thing completely..I DID become happier...H must have seen the difference. H calls me at least 5-6 times a day letting me know how much he screwed up and how much he loves me. The sad thing is that I dont know if that is what I really want anymore. I told him that I need my space and time...now he thinks that I am having an affair...kinda makes me laugh. H is now the frusterated one...he hates that its the other way around...and he tries to argue because he wants us like it was before his affair....well my new outlook is for ME to be happy. If that is with or without him. I am a new happy me again and we will just have to see what that brings.
My thoughts to all of you is that I pray for you every night to not hurt and find yourself and be happy. Gosh! If I can do it believe me you CAN too! My heart is with all of you!
