Again, listen to NYS's advice. You need to detach and distance. It will help you in the end to regain your self esteem and self worth in all of this. You do deserve to be loved. You deserve the best in life. And it is time for you to go out and find it. You can do it. It will be scary at first, very scary, but then it does get easier. And you'll have lots of support here on the BB and I'm sure from family and friends. It's time for you to decide what's best for you and Hannah. Think about it long and hard. Then do what you need to do. My thoughts are with you...
WCB
God grant me the serenity,
to accept the things I cannot change,
To change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference.
- Reinhold Niebuhr
