BQT - It is that rotten rollercoaster again isn't it. NYS has given you great advice but until you truly want to believe it nothing will change. That is not having a go at you by no means as it is a journey we all must make and we all take different amounts of time to come to that realisation.
Can I suggest you drop by YoYo's thread there is a very long post from Debcb that is worth the read. Make sure you make a cuppa and have a good 10-15 mins but have a read and see what you think, especially when you couple it with NYS advice......Goodluck.....KDU
