Happy Friday.....I wanted to say a few thoughts. First of all...I don't understand why I am taking all of this so hard. It has been along time now and I feel like I am just a beginner. H and I have been getting along good and they he gets these emotional mood swings. I can tell that he has not been communicating with OW for a couple weeks....she calls and texts him several times a day...pouring her heart out and doesn't understand why he is doing things like this...and that she wants him and his love so bad. I feel like this is starting to bring down H and maybe he is starting to miss her. He tries to start silly arguments and of course they are all my fault. It hasn't gotten to the point where he gets really mean but he is very distant again. If I didnt know better I would think that I have a disease that is easily spread. Are these normal events. I still don't know how to do this stuff properly....I have read the books like crazy. I can't demand a change but anything that I say he calls me a "drama queen" sometimes I don't know why....he brings on any drama. He has been going out more lately...Monday Night Football...Drag Races...hanging out with his uncle. All I said was that I would appreciate a little more time...and he says that out of seven days he goes out two or three...but this is EVERY week. His car is broken down again so when he leaves I am stuck at home because he takes my car. Last night I needed someting at 8pm and had to get Hannah all bundled up and ride my bike to the drug store. Is he running because he doesn't want to be home...(you would think that with us having my stepson he would make the time to be home with him to help do homework..etc) or maybe he needs time to think. I am not sure. Things were going pretty well...I was able to settle with it but now I feel his frusteration and I dont know what to do. Please help with suggestions(good or bad)!
