BQT - Find yourself honey that is no problem. As I said we are here for you if you need it and I promise to tread a bit more careful. I feel for you I really do, maybe just keep looking at what people are writing and don't reply till you are strong enough. Once a week just drop a quick line like you just did and come back when you are good and ready. Remember we all cope and deal with things differently and that is O.K. as it would be a boring old world if we all did the same old thing.
