I have to agree with the others. Please get your things together and do what is best for you and Hannah. This relationship is not safe for you now. For your own sake you need to get away. So you can heal yourself and be the best mom you can be. We are here if you need to vent...
WCB
God grant me the serenity,
to accept the things I cannot change,
To change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference.
- Reinhold Niebuhr