VJ38 Thanks for the support. I really appreciat it!
DMF (my love) I turned on the monitor and he must have been looking at it or maybe he wanted me to see it. Maybe he is a "Drama King." I love all of your advise and I appreciate it. But although I know what is going on Yikes to see that made me upset. I know what sex looks like and I dont want to picture him with her....YUCK! Plus she had a "hickey" on the right side and I hate knowing that my so called "H" gave it to her.
You would be proud....I didnt even cry. I finally got that anger and hate thing going. Don't take me wrong I will cry again but right now I am so frusterated that it disgusts me. Why should I fight for a man that f*cks another woman. I dont deserve it and now....I am seeing all of the bad over the good. Tonight Hannah is staying with my mom and wish me luck I have a lot to do and say tonight. Any thoughts!
