Thank you for all of your responses. On this site I feel that I really have friends that understand. Are you all ready for an update...

H went to go watch the football game last night but I found out he was with ow for part of the night. I am so hurt again. Then he lies about it. I need to grow some balls. I really am mad and hurt.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!(Venting)