Glad to hear from you and that you are hanging in there! I know it is SO hard but you cannot dwell on OW. I know this is difficult - I dwelled on the OW forever! But now that I have let it go, I feel much more at peace. I am truly on my own little journey right now. My journey of healing and finding and loving myself. I think it will make me both a better person and a better mom.
I think you need to let go of the sitch that you have no control over and focus on YOU. It is SO hard to take that first step but when you begin the journey, it does get easier. Think about this and remember - every journey begins with one step...
WCB
God grant me the serenity,
to accept the things I cannot change,
To change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference.
- Reinhold Niebuhr
