Lass, Last night I felt the anvil drop. I thought to myself, I love him and I want him. It was so strange, so bizarre. This whole thing has been the trippiest thing I've ever experienced, outside of giving birth. (now THAT folks, is a trip!)
It was as if all that resentment bubbling up in me the night before just bubbled on up and out of my body. We had a great day together, yesterday, and he even commented "Hey my old wife is back!" I asked what he meant and he said, Your kisses are warm again and you're looking me in the eyes.
Except...... LOL, isn't there always an exception.
When we got to bed, he promptly fell asleep. He didn't mean to, he was literally in the middle of a sentence, but still it ruined the mood for me. I woke him up a couple times but he kept falling asleep so I just let it be. I *really* wanted to ML and reconnect and let that anvil just hammer the crap out of my head, with all the loving feelings coming back.
So this morning I feel a little resentful that this didn't happen and here we are at the start of another work week.
It is hard not to personalize everything that goes on between us. I am working on it, though.
All in all, a good weekend. Could have been great, but isn't that the story of my life. lol
