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Being with a man who has a hard--if not impossible--time showing me that I'm desirable to him does weird things to me. It used to make me want to seek that attention out from others, but now it just perplexes me.
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HP -
I think I know what you mean. You want him to have that look in his eye. You want to catch him looking at your a**, his eyes roving all over your body. You want to walk past him naked in the bedroom and have him drooling. You want him to be all over you to the point where you teasingly slap him away (but you don't really mean it). You want him to whisper things in your ear about what he wants to do to you. You want to make out on the couch - just because. You want him to be crazy with desire for you. You want all of this to be natural - like teenagers without restriction.
Did I get it right? I want those same things from my man. When you have to constantly ask for and talk about it, it kind of diminishes the effect when he makes a move (however small that move may be).
