I'll drink to "the cause." I think the desire issue will iron itself out.
The Doula thing - very cool!
You are doing great. Keep it up! I am amazed by the progress you two have made. In reading your H's comment about sitting next to you I realize that I missed my H's cue last night. We were watching "Good Will Hunting" and he said, "How about I read Quantum Physics to you and you read Calculus to me for foreplay" in response to the scene where she gets turned on by his ability to do Organic Chemistry. All I said was, "Whatever works." I said it lightly but it probably still sounded snarky. Point being - notice his attempts HP. Something will resonate with you and you will feel hot!
