I have to share this. Every night before dinner, I say the blessing. We hold hands during this time and right after I say "Amen", he takes my hand and kisses the back of it. Then he leans over and gives me a little kiss. When I think of this, it makes me smile. My MC asked me last night what my plans were on moving back and I told him when I amd proposed to.

NY, funny you should think of the candle lit dinner. As a matter of fact, I was planning that for this evening. We ususally go out to dinner on Friday night but I asked him to come over this evening and it is my intent to have the apt. lit by candles with some of "our" music. I'm not trying to seduce him or make him feel uncomfortable, I just want him to know that he's loved and I'm really trying to move things ahead.

Anyway, I'm gonna try.

I love you all on this board, particularly you NY. You're really special and I will pray for you and your situation. You are a friend to so many of us here.



Gwyn