I know now what I want and that is a happy life with my H. I'm not saying that I don't have moments of despair, but I do see some good happening with our R. I want to go home, but for some reason, my H hasn't asked me to come home for sometime now. Our last MC session he was asked to give 5 reasons why he thought he had an A. They were, my dad died and I looked at mortality, excitement, adoration, sorry I can't think of the rest. He did say however, that he has never experienced a woman being the pursuer and he thought he was protected because he was married. Anyway, my MC surmized that he was in a mid-life crisis and that he was not equipped to handle her advancements. My MC also said that he was very impressed that he was so insightful with his reasonings in the fact that he thought he was protected. It really didn't help me much but at least I believe my H will see the warning signs very clearly if the occasion should rise and if someone else should make advances.
I want to stay M, I want to grow old with my H, I want my life back and frankly, it is for the taking.
Should I approach my H about moving back home or should I wait to be invited? Need advise on this, please.
