Wanted to update.Things are still going well for me and H. We are planning to go visit his family in a few weeks which means we'll be the car for about 10 hours. I'm looking forward to the visit but I am a little apprehensive in spending that much time with him couped in a car. We are however, laughing and planning our future together. So I'm pretty optimistic.

I hope I'm doing the right thing. Sometimes I think I'm selling myself short by staying with him and then I think what would I look for in another mate. I can't imagine loving someone as much as I love him We really are crazy about each other so it is beyond me how we got into this mess. It's unbelievable!

I go to my C this evening. I'm almost of the opinion that I'm just about to a point where I don't need to go anymore. What do you all think?


Gwyn