Update. My H and I had a wonderful weekend. We went out in the boat Friday night for an evening cruise, he stayed with me that night, on Sat. we went fishing and I stayed with him on Sat. night. We went to church on Sunday, then we went boating. After I got home Sun. evening, he just hugged me and didn't want to leave. We really are moving forward and it looks like this M may survive after all. I have been so unsure for so long but things are progressing and I'm more encouraged.
Unfortunately, I'm not sleeping very well as my thoughts enter into my sleep and I wake up thinking about the A. I don't know what to do about this. When I'm awake I can stay busy and keep myself from dwelling on it. But in the middle of the night, I really have a hard time. I don't want this to continue to happen because my H sees it as a major problem and maybe it is but I cannot control my sleep. I'm on prescription sleeping pills but even with those, I wake up. Any advise?
