A little update. My H came over for dinner last night and after dinner we were talking, about insignificant stuff, and out the blue, he asked me if I was ready to come home? I just looked at him and said, well yes, and then he said "just to let you know, I'm looking forward to it". I guess we're on the road of moving forward. I'm still cautious and still unsure of our future, but it may be worth a try.
I'm trying to put the pain behind me, it is one of the most difficult things I've ever done and I sometimes have to remind myself to let it go but I'm getting better at it.
My goal is to go home somewhere around the holidays. Although, I probably could go home right now without a problem, I still think I need to give it a little more time. Is the wrong way to think? Should I take a huge leap of faith and jump in and give a try or should I still continue to work things out within myself before I go home?
