After last months backslide on the sex. This month is off to a running start. We are at the half way mark for the monthly min and it is only the 4th of the month. Who knows what tonight holds. Note sex in a computer chair is not real enjoyable if you have not tried it ahhh its a pass.

Trying to incorporate more relationship stuff went Christmas shopping yesterday and took H along(usually do by myself). And I almost let him drive! Well true to nature he was more interested in looking for things he liked rather then the kids would like.
Even so I tried to incorporate some fun into it. I jumped on his back and he gave me a piggy ride through the parking lot and so forth.

Now that I am working some I can justify spending some money on myself so I bought myself a new pair of hiking boots. (I am a boot freak hate shoes though?) Not that I needed them but they were such a unusual shade of green.
I had to have them.

Today was my last day at my job. Even though I was the last one hired and was suppose to have been one of the first ones gone they kept me on until last. They have asked me to come back in the spring. Who knows.
I start a new job sometime next week. It again is temp but it last till mid January. It is back in the Mall I had my store in so it should be fun seeing some of my old customers. Maybe by Jan I will be ready to commit to something more long term and back into my field. My family has had a real problem understanding that though I was ready to go back to work I am not ready to go back to my career type work. Steping back into corporate Americia is not the same as going to work in a store. I am not ready to deal with the additional stress and games played in that ball game yet. Maybe I never will be who knows.
I look at all my suits hanging in my closet and think No not yet ( well after I look at the dust on them and think hey that needs to go to the cleaners). I don't know it is just weird I am not sure I ever want to go back to that. I know I am a all or nothing type of person when it comes to my job. My all already left my kids and H getting nothing from me once and I just don't know if I would be good at setting limits if I went back. There will always be that stack of papers that needs tending to and I will always feel torn to stay and tend to them just this once.
These little jobs do not allow me to get as engrossed in them as my career did. Guess this one will just hang out there a little longer.

I usually have H's family over for Thanks giving but I was thinking about us going away as a family this year. Wondering how bent out of shape H's family will be if we do go. Last year things were such a mess with H and I that I did not want to do Thanksgiving and the family all made plans to come(actually extras to) so I ended up having it anyways. I would really like to go up home for Thanksgiving but the weather is usually lousy by then and I do not like driving the kids through the mountains. So I doubt that we will go up home but the beach would be nice!
Yeah so that was really just me thinking out loud>

I finally broke down and asked H to cut up the tree that fell a couple weeks ago in a storm. He did not seem interested to do it in the near future so I guess if it is not done by next weekend I will have to tend to it myself.
Good thing I am handy that way! But it really does irk me.
Not really sure if this is a common problem with other relationships. I see my neighbors H always outside tending to things that I end up doing around here.

I found away to defuse the atmosphere with my sons football game issues. H can only go to every other game with the way he works so I go to the ones on the oppisite weeks. This way we can both enjoy the games in our own way without it causing issues between us. Compromise is great sometimes.

Well housework calls actually it is screaming at the moment.