Learning to trust myself III

[Jabez]

I always feel such peace when H is gone. . . But I still seem to be happier when he's gone.

Could it be that when H is around you have to DB and DBing is a lot of work? I know that when I get a day or 2 w/no communication from WAW, I seem to be calmer. Today was a beautiful day in PA too! And since DD's were w/WAW, I mowed the lawn! You sound good. Stay there.