Learning to trust myself III

[heatherg]

Ok NY, will do. Thanks.

Not a whole lot going on in the R department as H is still out of town. We talk on the phone a few times a day, he's been calling every day during working hours so that he can talk to just me. He's very busy during the day and only gets a half hour for lunch, but he still makes time to call me. That's encouraging because when he calls during the day, I know he's calling just to talk to me.

I had a disturbing dream last night. I dreamt that H and I were sleeping in the same bed, maybe ML I'm not sure, and I kissed him. He pulled away and got very angry. I got very upset and he tried to apologize but I wouldn't let him. Ugh. Pathetic.

I am going to look at a house today. With the kids and all their toys, our family has really outgrown our home. I came across something that sounds really perfect, so I'm excited to see it. It's on 5.5 acres on the river and horses are allowed. Not that we have any. Yet I keep telling D2 to tell Daddy that she wants a pony...she LOVES horses. So, I'm just encouraging her, lol. The house has 3,000 sq ft with unfinished space in addition to that. I'm excited to see it.