Thank you so much for what you said---both of you! I do feel very lucky that we have this chance, that he is home with me. It really is the answer to a prayer. I guess I need to find creative ways to deal with the fear when it comes, and it seems like maybe I do have the answers already (I just need to read my old posts! LOL LOL!!)
Anyway, thank you for reminding me of what I've got and how lucky I am. Also, Happy Anniversary to you Unsure!
Today is our fifteenth and I just have to share this because I'm so happy----while I was cooking dinner my husband ran out to the store and came home just now with roses, a beautiful balloon and a sweet card---all for our anniversary. I was so stunned and so happy I just burst into tears and he laughed and hugged me. It felt so good to be in his arms and to realize that he was thinking about doing this stuff all day long.
He really does love me and he must want to be here with me or he wouldn't be. I've GOT to remember this night when I get fearful and worried about the future.
Thanks so much for your encouragement and just for listening.
Hugs and good luck to both of you, Tracy (who feels like a goofball for being so worried earlier)
