They just said they don't want anything happening to my tubes. I've been through this before (never with the tubal problem, though).

I lost one at 5 weeks and another at 8 weeks and threatened miscarriage with DD1, bleeding for weeks on end with my last pregnancy, and then a surgical removal It was the worst thing I ever did in my life. I regret it constantly, but as there were mental health issues as well at the time they were all pushing me into it. The guilt is terrible.

That's why I'm not crash hot on taking abortion pills, I mean, that's basically what it is, isn't it?

Could a serum result be wrong then? I thought blood tests were always right. If I was 4 weeks pregnant, could it be that the HCG isn't registering properly? Because I'm not bleeding so it doesn't feel as if I will miscarry like they say.

Do you think I should wait till I'm say 3 or 4 weeks late for the period before I re-test, because I just feel they are rushing me, but if there is something blocking my tubes, how do I know I'm not endangering my health?

Ugh.

I am in tears wondering what to do, Andy is in Lincoln (50 miles away) and can't talk and he isn't in till 7.30pm so I can't even discuss it with him

I don't mind not being pregnant, and I don't mind having a baby, but I do mind losing one

Jo.